a dose of reality

sometimes you have to laugh at yourself. a lot. because you know you're an idiot. and you wait for that moment when everyone else around you who considers you an expert in your field, in fact, realizes that you are, indeed, an idiot. and i welcome that moment with open arms.

but what's more comforting than anything is that right now, today, tomorrow, and days and days after that, i will be paid to do something i've always wanted to do. not many people can say that. in fact, very few can. so even a mild complaint seems out of place. it's like growing up and being a porn star and complaining that you're tired because you've had too much sex for today. being even the slightest bit unhappy doesn't really make sense. but we already covered that. i'm an idiot.
- posted by yeah...about that... @ 3:42 PM